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hello~
it has been a long time since i've last blogged
yeah
and tomorrow's the start of my prelims :/
hopefully, i don't fail badly. seriously.
ok, there's nothing much for me to say, so bye~
You guys don't even wait for me when it's recess time after class. Why do I even bother? If you guys wanna be like that, so be it. You've never seen my pain, and yet you keep adding salt to my wound. Why can't you see?
Ever wondered why I put an heartbeat line and the kanji word for strength on my iPhone case? Heh, I don't think you ever did. But, I will tell you... I put those in there, to tell myself to have strength to keep my heart beating, so that I will never give up, no matter what you guys do to me. Let it be ignoring me, treating me like an outsider, whatever. I will use that, to keep in mind that I still have lots to live for. Have strength, keep moving, keep beating.
Hello my lovelies.
LOL.
Yeah, so got back my results like don't know how long ago, but I actually failed ALL my subjects for end of year exams. I GOTTA STUDY HARDER! But overall passed English and two other subjects. But I barely scraped through uh. Gonna have extra extra lessons after my extra lessons. I'm only going for math while other people who are required to go needs to go for either 2 or 3 subjects. Truthfully I did better than them (shhh), cos I only need to attend math and all, but I shall shut up about it as it seems like I'm bragging about my bullshit results.
Aaaaanyways, nowadays I've been having weird dreams. The first weird dream was that I was on a deserted island with unknown people and one of my juniors o.O the only way to get off the island was to travel underwater through a device which will help you get out. But the thing is, once you get in it, you gotta hold your breathe ALL THE WAY till you get out of the island. I was like, 'Bitch, I ain't doing that.' and decided to stay on the island. Weirdly, that junior of mine decided to follow my decision and stay on the island and stick to me like glue. (stugga laike gloo) And I can't remember the rest. And after the dream, I start seeing that junior more and I was like, 'WTF IS GOING ON?!' And I notice her more too. I hope she doesn't notice me looking at her most of the time. I feel like a pedobear. Ahah.
Next dream isn't really that weird but it had the weird vibe. Me and Ashley (KIM RYAN) and some other anonymous people were on some adventure thingy. We had to climb a cliff and at the peak was a waterfall. We had to JUMP across to the other side when we reached there. And the area for jumping was seriously small. Like -~-. The - is the space and the ~ is the 'waterfall'. Well it looks more like a damn river but whatever. Yeah, so Ashley makes it across like wonder woman, surprisingly, and I TOOK LIKE A FARKING LONG TIME LO. When I made it over, I was cover in scratches and ASHLEY WAS LIKE FARKING SQUEEKY CLEAN. I really wanted to whack her real damn hard! But it was a dream.
The last one is about kpop idols. I know what you're thinking, but I didn't dream about my biases!!! Instead, I dreamt about meeting Kikwang and Shindong. LOLOL. When I met Kikwang, I actually socialized with him! Wow me... Anyway, and Shindong was fooling around with some astronaut helmet, which looked awesome. I then asked Kikwang to teach me how to dance Soom, and he did! What an awesome dude. Should've asked him to help me do a backflip. And maybe buff me up physically and in strength too. Okay, let's not get too greedy. But it would be nice if I got to meet SNSD, After School, Secret, T-ara and SONG JIHYO!! But noooooo~, my dreams don't coordinate with my mind. Great. But at least my wish of dreaming of kpop related things did come true. Good enough for me.
Kbye.
AHAH! I found the reason why the Internet is so damn slow. It's because of Mozilla Firefox! Ever since I switched to Google Chrome, the Internet is so much better :/ ohohoho, I'm so happy! But changing browsers still stops me from watching my K. Dramas in peace :/ are you serious? Anyway, having a short holiday break now, going back on Thursday to get our results back. 헐! Never thought I would be kinda nervous to get my results back, as I'm the very carefree type of person. Hmmm, if I don't make it, I guess I'm gonna retain and study harder then. But it will be kinda paisei as your juniors will be wondering, 'why did she retain?' 'damn she must be dumb to retain' well, if they think of the second thought, I would wanna ask them to try and take the exams if they would. MY subject combination and not their preference. Meh, I guess I'll put that aside. There's not much to talk about now, and I think my iPhone's gonna spoil soon, I can't type as fast as I could when I first got my iPhone, now I keep hitting the return button, the language button and not going back to the keyboard properly as I'm typing. FARKING IRRITATING. Okay I'm done ranting about my lousy phone.
Kbye.
Hello, I'm back! Exams are finally over, thank god. But staying at home doing nothing sucks too, this means me eating non-stop = gaining weight + fats. NOOOOOOO! Pfft, I'll control myself. Anyway, my brother's Internet is REALLY slow. Can't watch my anime and drama in peace. Okay, nothing more to say, bye!
Hello.
I'm back. And I found out I have one leg more muscular than the other :( NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 안돼! I am very the sad right now. Like srsly. Everything about me is one of this is bigger than the other. Embarrassing much? Sigh.
Anyway, I have tuition in about 30 minutes time. And I'm gonna do some snacking then not eat after 7, which is the time I start tuition. Damn I feel sleepy, gotta finish coursework after tuition. Chiong ttm!
I hate F&N. Serious. Sigh. I'd take pure physics any day yo.
Okay, gotta go. 뿅~
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